Just returned from a weekend trip with the guys and girls, and goodness it was a great weekend. Friday heading up just on time, but we were all ready early, we scrambled for last minute things that we forgot in our homes but we eventually got out of the area and headed towards blue mountains for our weekend getaway for ruben’s 21st birthday.
Heading there around 10.30ish, we settled in, picked out beds and made dinner which took a couple of hours, butit came around and we were in business. Such a great meal, and what a nice way to finish it off was a couple of beers and a cigarette.
The night headed towards the early mornings, with more cigarettes down, and more drinks down, i was feeling quite drunk. Played uno, and headed off to bed as the sun was rising. Woke up the next morning feeling great, had breakfast (pancakes & bacon with maple syrup, is the bomb!) and headed off to defqon 1. Amazing festival for the lovers of harder styles of dance.
Headed back home, and rested up.
All in all, it was a great weekend, one of the best weekends i’ve had in a while. Cheers guys! :)
To avoid problems and dramas, I gave up the people that came between us, and when it came to the people that came between us on your side, you still converse and hang out with them, and if we were feeling the same way for each other, I would of thought you’d do the same thing, yet we are both sitting in front of computer screens, avoiding each other and having to abide by rules we’ve put on ourselves to not see, speak or even touch each other anymore.
I don’t know why a simple thing could of resolved everything now. I know i’ve hurt you in the past, and i’m sorry for the hurt that i’ve caused but i’m hurt now, and its eating me away like drugs eating the skin of an ice addict. I can’t help but think about this so much because I feel i do so much for you, and I know you did so much for me, but look where we are now, and I feel like i’m governed by rules where I have to bite my tongue each time we speak and thats all I get, from speaking, seeing, touching, feeling each day to just speaking through a glass screen.
I’ve forgotten the way you look, the way the sun hits your skin, your eye colours, the way you do your hair when you go to work, when you go out, I forgot the way you’d complain about how long your hair is when it looks the same, how your fringe looks like crap, but when you have it down it looks amazing. I forgot the littlest things about you, and the way you sound because of this, and maybe it should going to stay this way as time goes on. Who knows.
At this given point in time, I want to think we are friends & I’m starting to think, things happen for a reason. God, i’ve been in this slump for months on end, it’s time to pick it back up again with or without you..